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Sunday, December 2, 2007
-8:55 AM
Got this one from Mariel.*

Here, read on:

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check your cell phone the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, then listened to him say that he loves and misses you, and the next when he doesn't want to be anything at all. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him even for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest everything, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".
This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "You're just not the one for me." or maybe, "things were going too fast, I'm just not ready." (Then later on find out he has a damn girlfriend already.)Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."
The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them.
Here's for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart ... again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.
Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him,and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass,sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again.
Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When your song comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the HELL he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

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Monday, November 12, 2007
-5:24 PM
You were the one
Who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one
Who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me you were my prince
Sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
You were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything
Cause now you say
You’re gone forever more
So who will I

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

You were the one I took for granted all those years
And you were the one
I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind
Not to see what’s before my eyes
I’ll get you back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life

Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more

I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea
If I could know
That I would have you here with me
I realize that I was blind
But now I finally see
I need you back here in my life
Oh baby can it be

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life
Who will be there for me
Who’s gonna rescue me
Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart...

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-2:03 AM
Sem break's over. And now we're back to reality. Ugh. Plates, sleepless nights, terror professors, ugly schedule, no time for gimmicks etc etc.

It sucks. Bigtime.

But, oh well.

Anyhoo. I'm not in the mood to blog, actually. I just posted for the sake of having something to post. Nabubulok na yung blog ko eh.





Oh.. today's the birthday of the biggest jerk I've ever met in this planet.

So here's to you ex 'so-called-boyfriend': HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I don't wish you well, but I don't wish you the best. Cheers to more games you're gonna play!

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
-8:18 PM

I'm prettymadzie

prettymadzie

This is the 3D me.
Make your own,
and we both get Coinz!

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-8:01 PM


Hahaha. Got this one from Ryan. Naaliw ako, ang cute eh. :))

If you plan to make your own Meez, ako yung ilagay niyo na nagrecommend ah. Haha. My username is, prettymadzie ayt? Para marami akong coins. Hahaha. Yay! :)

www.meez.com

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
-7:14 AM

This is my clearance report. I passed all my subjects! Yay! *rejoice rejoice*

:))

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Monday, October 15, 2007
-9:35 PM
Are you with her or all alone tonight.
Are you falling in love by candlelight.
No I, I don't wanna know.
It's time to let go.
And baby all those times I've cried alone.
Thinking maybe I should call just to see if you're home.
No I, don't want this to show.
It's time to let go.

Watching the heavens, from a window where I sit.
But I'm alone this time.
Missing the sound of your laughter inside my heart.
So I'll just close my eyes.
And I never thought it would end like this.
I miss the sweetness of your kiss.
Now someone else is slowly taking my place.
I think about it everyday.

Are you with her or all alone tonight.
Are you falling in love by candlelight.
No I, I don't wanna know.
It's time to let go.
And baby all those times I've cried alone.
Thinking maybe I should call just to see if you're home.
No I, don't want this to show.
It's time to let go.

Now I think about all the times that we shared together.
All of the good and bad.
No, I told you I'm sorry.
If I'm the one who felt cheated.
But I can't keep blaming myself.
Cause every part of me is feeling this.
I can't escape my loneliness.
But I've got to find the strength to say it's okay.
I know this pain will go away.

Are you with her or all alone tonight.
Are you falling in love by candlelight.
No I, I don't wanna know.
It's time to let go.
And baby all those times I've cried alone.
Thinking maybe I should call just to see if you're home.
No I, don't want this to show.
It's time to let go.

When I wore my heart up on my sleeve.
When you're by my honesty.
And maybe that's what made you leave.
Doesn't matter now, baby I'll be fine.

Are you with her or all alone tonight.
Are you falling in love by candlelight.
No I, I don't wanna know.
It's time to let go.
And baby all those times I've cried alone.
Thinking maybe I should call just to see if you're home.
No I, don't want this to show.
It's time to let go.

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