Too much to do. No time to write. No time to sit and think.
I've been nearly impossible to be around recently. I'm not me at all for full moments.. sometimes several in a row.
I tried fixing all of the broken areas.. but I guess all my efforts aren't enough.
I've done a lot of thinking last night but it just made my head and yes.. my heart ache. So I logged off in tears.
Falling down and failing is never an easy thing to go through. It’s something most of us would not want to endure. Even I, my greatest fear is to fail. However deep down inside me, I know that life isn’t as smooth sailing and perfect as I hope it to be and that there will come a day when I will fail and fail when I least expected to.
And when that happens, it’s going to take a hell lot of character and support to get out if this mental blockage. I have to believe that failing is part and parcel of life no matter how painful it is. I have to tell myself that one failure does not define my entire life and there are still a lot of things I can do about it. I'll stand up and bounce back. Come back stronger and better.
